Lots has happened....

The Job Jon was working was horrible, they didn't do anything and expected him to do everything and the boss called him a F-ing dumb a$$ to his face. The assignment was ended due to Jon having a almost full on nervous breakdown. Mom paid to send him to the doctor and was given some anti-anexity meds and they're starting to help, it's just very stressful right now. Hoping something will come along soon.... Cessna had the contract vote today and accepted it by default, maybe if things go well alot of people retired and maybe call backs will go out. We can only hope that something good will come soon after our string of bad luck....
Saying lots of prayer and lots of fingers are staying crossed.

Happy Freaking aniversary!

Nothing like a good car wreck to screw up you wedding anniversary!!

I picked Lexi up from school and a college girl texting/talking on her phone didn't even hit the brakes before she railroaded into the back of us and sent us into the back of another truck!

I am so angry, we got this van 4 months and 2 days ago!!! We're pretty sure itz gonna be totaled! It figures I'd be the one to have all this happen! I had to be the middle car!
The Pic with Lexi in it shows how hard she hit, it ripped hoses and punched a hole in the radiator, the fire dept had to come out and clean it up.

The lift gate is smashed in and will not open and the impact was hard enough that the driver side sliding door will not shut all the way and sits on the outside of the track it runs on.

I have no idea how we're going to pay for another car this sucks!!

Lonely....

I'm feeling very lonely.... not the left at home by yourself lonely,this is a different kind of lonely.
I love my Hubby and I love my girls and family but looking at some recent events I'm starting to realize how much of an outcast I really am.
Alot of gals that I ran with in school are now getting married and having kids, ect... and I'm not being told... the group of them are involving each other as bridesmaids and at baby showers and all sorts of things... and I'm not invited, not included.
These girls were my lifeline in school, got me thru a lot of hard times, and I understand I probabily didn't do all that I could to keep as strong a bond, but I was the first one out of the group to get married and have a kid. Things change when that happens. My Ex was kind of controlling to so that probabily didn't help matters.... but it feels like I'm being punished and it sucks!